'By words we learn thoughts, and by thoughts we learn life.'

Last night I really just needed to write and I wasn't sure why. Sometimes I get the urge to push my limits and just finish something (believe it or not, that's actually a huge thing for me). So, I just wrote. And didn't stop. This will mostly explain why this is not 100% grammatically correct. Also, the fact that it makes minimal sense. Oh well.
Enjoy.

At what point do the words stop being true? Can we put all our faith in one person; in one idea. The idea that love is everything and that no one can come between true love and other things that no one actually understands? Or will we just live our lives under the impression that we’re so imperfect that no one will ever deserve us. Deserve to be hindered by us. We can’t live like this, or can we? Stuck in a bubble of disappointment in ourselves, even if we look confident on the outside. And that makes you wonder about everyone else. You know those ‘perfect’ girls with the boys and the friends and the bodies and words they speak oh, so perfectly. Are they like us? Couldn’t be. Or maybe they could.

Beauty is a perspective. When we look in a mirror, what do we see? Probably nothing like what other people see. And is anyone truly beautiful? I believe so. In fact, I think we all are. But the words that we say to make it okay are lies. We only speak truth in our heads. Our inner monologue is screaming the truth into our ear as we tell the pretty little lies. We only hear the real truth when we’re lying. This is because you have to know the truth to make the lie believable. If something feels like a lie, that’s because you know how painful the truth is, because it’s all you can think about.

And words are everything. every kind of word.
I love you
I hate you
Be mine forever
I need you
Leave
Stay
Don’t
Please

Words change us and everything about us. Maybe only I use them for everything. Some people hardly ever say them. But when they do, they need to. We need words. But they can hurt more than anything in the entire world.
Words can break us; if the words aren’t true, they will.